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Son, I just learned tonight that you can get on here and light a candle maybe say a few words. I dont see anyone lit one for you but I'm doing it now...I know it's already been over 7 months but the pain is just as bad..always will be I'm sure because even though I had my faults I absolutely loved loved you and your brothers Joredon and Trai. Many times I worried sbout getting a call like I did for you but it scared me so bad of losing one of you boys I just couldn't even think of it, but it happened and I did lose part of my heart..i doubled over in pain when I felt it actually coming out of me...And yes the howling that a mother does when she loses her child is very real, I had the worse pain in me unlike I've ever felt...I don't post much about you and keep a lot to myself but I'm always looking for you,but oh what I would give to have you come to me just once just to see how you are.Im so sorry it's taken me over 7 months to learn about lighting you a candle but here you are honey from me Joredon and Trai we all 3 are thinking of you all the time.