She was a damn good woman who with little to no education took on the challenge of raising 16 siblings......she was a ray of light in a terribly dark world who gave me so much hope each and every time that she spoke.....She taught me how to love.....she inspired me to be so much better than i was.....ill never be able to fill the hole in my heart that she once resided in.....she deserved better than what she was handed but she took the pain with class and stride....ill always love you nanny!....you were the one who inspired me to be a better man and although i have fallen short at times i know you were proud of me for overcoming my darkness and shining bright for you. I dont know if i can take this pain of losing you but ill do my best to walk in a way that would make you smile.